I am so happy! So Happy! I am not really that sick any more! I am still a bit sick, but thats ok! Anything is better than what I was! Now to get rid of the mental sickness. Hahaha if craziness is a disease I need a treatment. I even liked work today.... weird. I guess everything is better when you have something to compare it to thats worse. We wouldn't know how good good is with out evil to tell us what is bad. Ya know. Intresting day tomarrow and oddly I look forward to it. Not just because its Sunday Sunday Sunday!!! I have to be at work by 5 am. Then i get off at 9 so I can go to Mass. Then if decide to I might go back to work to pick up some hours from when I was sick. Which I could use becasue that means I will get some mula. Not that money consumes me, but I would like to be well stocked for this semester. Plus I want to buy a late Christmas gift for someone. But It has to be custom made and will be a little expensive. But they will like it I am sure!!!. It might me really late cause I can't seem to find a local place that does it and I might have to have it done in College Station when I get back.

I Love my life even if I am dissapointed in myself. I like it better when I make other people happy too. I am glad I get the opportunity to do that for my friends. If I could have one wish, within reason, I would wish to see how I perceive myself and how other percive themselfs. That would be mighty intresting. The more I learn of myself the less I seem to know about me. I hope by the time I die I know who I am.

I Love you my friends I would try to list you all here but I would run out of room and probably forget some of you and misspell some names. It is nice to have friends.

Peace,
Craig

Still sick and I had to call in again... hope I don't get fired.

Prayers would be appreciated by any who can spare the time.

Peace,
Bam-Bam

Ok so I was sicker than I thought. Went to bed at 730 pm and while waking up periodically for brief segments of awefulness I slept until 3 in the following afternoon. I had to call in to work sick, which I have never done before. It means I loose money. Oh well.

I also missed a call from someone in College Station today :( but I don't know who and they didn't pick up when I called back. Whats with that? I hate missing phone calls. j

Peace,
Craig

I am sick on New Years Eve. But it wouldn't matter, I have to get up at 8. But thats ok cause I don't really want to go out tonight. I don't think the New Year is all that big of a deal.

My mom took me shopping today.... spent sooo much money... but got some nice clothes that should last me a long time. I am so tired. Bah.

I miss my friends still.

Peace,
Craig