So, here I am. 1:16 in the a.m. and I'm sitting here typing in my blog when I really should be sleeping. But guess what... I'm not. Rockets won tonight! Thats nice. The semester is ending and finals are looming up in front of me. Friends are getting ready to leave town and I'm trying to find a job. I'm going into my 4 yr of College next year... and I don't feel any older or wiser. Well maybe older. I went running tonight. I felt like I ran really fast. Then I did sprints because that stupid bird has still taken over my strength training course. I did 6 forty's, 2 one hundreds, 2 sets of high knees and cross overs, and lunges and then tried to run back... I made it most of the way but had to walk a few times... really sore. I've decided I like running. I used to hate it. Now I love it. I want to do it more. I dont' really miss weights too much but I do miss them a bit. I had lunch with Courtney today which makes the day a success. What a great kid. She's a pretty hoopy frood I have to say. ( thats a good thing) I went to mass... I love Fr. Italo... Went to Fitzwillies with some cool kids. Came home watched the rockets for a bit. Read a bit. Sitting here typing in random thought patterns what ever enters my head.

I can't seem to pull my thoughts together.

But anyway, I'm going on raft trip next week. That should be fun. I need to buy a tent.

So summers are alwasy odd, everyone leaves and life is closser what I'm sure the normal world will be like. Less ppl you know around and not as easily accessable. But I should prob try to get used to it. I'm going to miss everyone. Heck I already miss everyone and they are already here. But the Rockyard will be fun. Jacob, Adam, Me, and Daniel Nessy will be here. But the house still isn't all that fun right now. Adam's still mad at me and I still haven't yet humbled myself to apologize. Thing is I'm only half sorry. Anyway life goes on yeah.

Honesty is a tricky issue I've decided. Its hard. Cause I don't "honestly" know what I'm thinking half the time till it comes outta my mouth. And I forget at least 3/4 ths of what I learn/hear/makeup... Anyway I should prob sleep. I really need to study too. I'm going to wake up for a change tomarrow and do that till like 5:00pm and with my luck something to do will finally come up when I finally don't want it to...


Anywho, G'night. Sleep well dream better world.

Peace,
Craig

New blog format... as you can see. I got it because I couldn't get my old comments to work, because the people that used to host it had a server crash.

I'm good. Thats about all. Interesting lessons learned. Experiences cumulate to form new thoughts, perspectives, and revelations in my life and I learn more and go on living. I've decided all I suffer is a blessing. It pushes me to excel and move forward. I either have to do that or fail. It keeps me from being satisfied with who I am and where I'm at. I've realized how incomplete people really are, especially me. But everyone is. As I get to know ppl get to see deeper into who they are I see the need for growth in all of them. And the one thing I wish I could do for ppl is inspire them not to be content but have the desire to excel and progress, and maybe if I could do that for them I could do it for myself as well. Anyway I pray for humility cause I deffinitally don't got it. I pray for zeal cause I don't ever want to be satisfied with where I am.

My heart is restless until it rests in the Lord. I need rest. Not sleep, but rest. I feel weighted down and weary. I think this is because I reley on my own strength instead of God's. Anyway onwards and upwards.

Peace,
Craig