I was going to post, but I don't really have anything good to say. Nothing has unfolded on the girl front. Maybe I should just give it up. I'm sure God'll let me know whats up. Anyway. Peace ya'll. Feel free to give me a whats up anytime.

I had the sudden urge to re post a Poem I wrote this summer. So here it is:

The Rosary

Praying with Mary

She lifts all she can carry

Divinely inspired

No matter how tired

Add Womanly grace

Mix ultimate Faith

Love of a Mother

Shared with all others

Heart and womb

She saw the tomb

Empty and bare

Her heart did tear

Silent Witness to completion

In Pascal liberation

Moment of consecration

Gives all her concentration

Mother of Salvation

Blessed culmination

‘Hail’ in salutation

The Mother of new creation

Wow, the more I learn about ppl the more I wish I didn't know. Sometimes you find out things you just didn't want to know about ppl. But at the same time it teaches you things about yourself. It teaches you we are all sinners. That I can't apply how I try to live my life to other ppl. They have to live their lifes as best they can. I feel like I have a set of standards that are too high in some aspects and unreachable alone. But still feel like I should be setting them higher. But at the same time I apply these standards to other ppl as if I expect them to measure up. And that is just disapointing. I don't really know what it is I'm trying to say here....I'm not perfect, I know that. But as a Christian I aim for that. I aim to be perfect, to please God, to Love Him. And in turn this teaches me where I fall short. It teaches me I can't do it alone and that I need God to be able to do it. But for some reason I want to think highly of the ppl I know, and I do. I Love them to death. They are teriffic each in their own way, but sometime I feel like they aren't trying. Or that I'm on a different plain than some of them. NOT better, but different. But I suppose we all are...
On a different note... I'm at peace but at the same time I'm in a bit of turmoil. I kinda like this girl. And what it really all boils down to is I'm a stupid guy. I'm asking God what He wants and why He's placed this on my heart, I hope to find out why. We'll see how it unfolds in the future. The weird thing is its not like in the past when I've liked a girl, its some how different. Or maybe its because I'm veiwing it different of that I've become different and therefore experiance it different. But I suppose all I can do is take it to prayer and if God says ok, take it to her and hope for the best. I don't usually write about girls in my blog, but I don't think she reads it, so its ok, heck I don't even have her number, lol. Feel free to give me feed back via the comments, or in person.

Peace,
Craig