Its amazing how much stress we put ourselves under, even more amazing the ways we put off dealing with our problems. Like the way we make ourselfs busy so we won't have to do the hard things. So instead of dealing with whats bugging us. Also the way we rationalize and think ourselfs out of choices. Someday I'll have the courage to stop over thinking and just act. Things probably work out better that way. My high school football coach alwasy used to tell me to stop thinking and play, because I over thought things and screwed up. See, that is my problem I assume the way events are going to unfold before they happen and I work to minimize the hurt to myself and others. Especially when it comes to relationships. I alwasy assume that women don't want me asking them out and so I don't so not to make it hard on them or to stress our friendships. And even when I know a girl likes me I usually don't like them back and push them away until they stop liking me and I know if I like a girl they'll do the same to me so I ignore my feelings till it goes away. But what if it doesn't? Oh well, just started typing and this came out. Pray for me, I'll pray for you.

Craig